code name: agent CID age: 14, 20, 40, 9, or maybe 200. depends on the way she dresses REAL age: ohhh...you should've said so earlier on. sorry, this is highly confidential and any leak of her personal information may cause serious detrimental damage About her(or him) she loves dramas. dramas, sleeping and eating are an important part of her daily life. when she's not on a mission, agent CID dresses in school uniform(or maybe..a nurse's uniform. very clever) she is part of the well-know four person team whose name cannot be mentioned here.she may come across as fat, wonky and alittle eccentric but BEWARE she is not at all what she seems.

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i felt so pathetic so pathetic and worthless...like i'm not worthy of your company. if you know that there's one thing i'm afraid most in this world...it's loneliness and you just went and deserted me, where everyone could see it in perfect view. i bet people think i'm so pathetic. they'll go "look at that girl over there...i can't believe she let herself get dumped like that."
time and time again, i have tried to endure and endure and endure but friendship is NOT only about giving on one's part. i need support too you know. i know i can be dumb, irritating, bossy and just plain annoying all the time but i'm still your friend, aren't i? or have i become just like H and K's friendship, some kind of a "replacement-kind-of-thing-until-i've-found-myself-a-better-friend"?

Lean On Me
Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long'
Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friendI'll help you carry on
For it won't be long'
Til I'm gonna needSomebody to lean on
If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carryI'm right up the road
I'll share your loadIf you just call me
So just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on
Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
omebody to lean on
Lean on me...



i would. but would you?
when i get you to help me do something or accompany me to do something you would most probably try to get something out of it. what am i? your ATM, your PUPPET, your MAID? am i someone you could easily manipulate? But when you ask for something or when you do something embarrassing to me, do i stay angry with you? Did i keep blaming you? And when you request for something, do i take the chance and try to get something out of it?

you're getting pissed and i know it.
i'm not going to say sorry cause i mean it.
i'm telling you this because i care.
as sebastian has said, "would any random stranger on the road stop you when they see that you're jay-walking? no right? cause they probably don't care about you."

and don't say sorry
cause that's not what
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