code name: agent CID age: 14, 20, 40, 9, or maybe 200. depends on the way she dresses REAL age: ohhh...you should've said so earlier on. sorry, this is highly confidential and any leak of her personal information may cause serious detrimental damage About her(or him) she loves dramas. dramas, sleeping and eating are an important part of her daily life. when she's not on a mission, agent CID dresses in school uniform(or maybe..a nurse's uniform. very clever) she is part of the well-know four person team whose name cannot be mentioned here.she may come across as fat, wonky and alittle eccentric but BEWARE she is not at all what she seems.

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such a feeling's coming over me
there's no wonder in most everything i see
all the clouds in the sky
all the tears in my eyes
and i wont be surprised if it's a dream

everything i want the world to be
it's not coming true especially for me
and the reason is clear
it's because you're not here
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okay =.=
this is really crappy
forget it.
i can't even change lyrics properly
i guess i've lost my touch, not that i've had one anyway... i hate emo posts. i hate emo posts. i hate emo posts.
that's why i'm well determined to not let this be an emo one. did i tell you i hate emo posts?
anyway
anyway
anyway
anyway...
.................

er actually, i don't exactly have anything to say. maybe i do. maybe i'm just hiding something. maybe i havent exactly been completely truthful.

i know you're wondering what this is all about. actually, it isn't about something, specifically. it's just... you know... i'm in a crappy mood today so yea, just forget about it. you know what, we'll just move on to somthing else. :D
you know, like butterflies and bees and flowers and trees
hey that rhymes!
see?
i'm getting better already
i'm feeling amazing
really
really really amazing
yep
no doubt.
you know what
i feel so wonderful
im feeling like god
i wonder what it feels like to be god
to be in control of everything
to be in the know
to be in the loop
to be in the zone
what it feels like to be powerful
to make change
to stop change
to decide when the sun will shine
or when the rain will fall
when babies will be born
and when people will die
i wonder how it feels like
to be in control of so many things
won't it be difficult?
when does he get time to breathe?
maybe he doesn't
and maybe i'm wrong
maybe feeling like god
may not be so good afterall
maybe simplicity is life
and maybe we shouldn't really think
about the things we're gonna do
the things we wanna be
maybe complexity is death
and we have to make a choice
if we want to live a life
or we want to live a death
maybe things aren't always black
and neither are they white
maybe they are grey
not on either side
why is it so hard
to make sense of what we see
the cold hard facts don't register
and the mind keeps setting itself free
sometimes i think of being like god
but it isn't for plain power
but rather it's for assurance
i need a whole lot of those
not just words that are spoken
pleasantries that have been heard many a times
but something more than that
something that has always been on my mind
in that deep drak subconscious
i know something lies in wait
for the moment to arrive
so that it will awake
there's something hidden
in the depth of my heart
something strong and crazy
waiting for that thud

that push
that noise
that jolt
who will beckon it towards its calling
who what when where i dont know for sure
but i hope it is blossoming
i dont know if that's good
maybe even if it's bad
maybe it's a mix
just like that poor grey thing
and as for it's coming
which i havent a clue
my feelings
well it's in a mix itself
maybe it's also grey
like that poor grey heart
also patiently dutifully waiting
for that awakening thud. back to top?