code name: agent CID age: 14, 20, 40, 9, or maybe 200. depends on the way she dresses REAL age: ohhh...you should've said so earlier on. sorry, this is highly confidential and any leak of her personal information may cause serious detrimental damage About her(or him) she loves dramas. dramas, sleeping and eating are an important part of her daily life. when she's not on a mission, agent CID dresses in school uniform(or maybe..a nurse's uniform. very clever) she is part of the well-know four person team whose name cannot be mentioned here.she may come across as fat, wonky and alittle eccentric but BEWARE she is not at all what she seems.

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i'm really bored...okay dedications by 2359. good things are worth waiting...
it's raining
i love rain
no
not that Rain
i love rain rain
as in real rain
not the singer.
okay
i dont think you were even thinking of the singer
nvm
im just being really random and annoying
so
yea
ignore me
and stop reading
why are you still reading?
i told you to stop!
okay
lameness overload
i'm going to google my name and see if my blog appears
nope
(:
tht's good
cause
no one would be able to find it ^^
there's boot camp tmr
我哭笑不得
dont like the chinese font :(
anyway
im kinda dreading it yet kinda looking forward to it
does that even
make sense?
nothing makes sense these days
and it's getting cold
really cold
freezing
that doesnt even make sense
it's at least 30 degrees here
really?
no
not really
see
i told you
i told you nothing makes sense
so
i'm going to end off here
now
since i have nothing
to say
i usually have tons
to say
something is wrong
with me
today
i'm rhyming
poetic
maybe i should be a poet
should i?
yea
maybe not
"no future"
i hear my mum say
why not
i love roald dahl
i remember i thought
roald dahl
was
ronald dahl
i was a weird child
really weird
and quirky
i wonder why?
i should just end
shouldn't i?
i'm making you feel
uncomfortable
so yea
bye.

what an abrupt ending
how could i leave you
hanging
in...

~end~ back to top?

dedicationS!!!!!!

yes, yes, i know...it's finally here.



i'll start with SYNC first, then valencia...

so in SYNC order...



siwai~^^

first impression: you know the first impression of you was kinda weird cause i thought you were

wtheck and the rest is gone?!!!!@#$%$&^%^&*
but i only wrote for siwai and yijie so nvm... i rewrite lor...
but i think today cannot le T.T
eh wtheck is wrong with blogger?! !!!!!nxt time must copy the post before posting wtheck! @$#&%^$^&%(^&(* seriously
i was determined to post and this shitzc comes out
wtheck.
ok back to top?

HAAHAHAHAHA YESTERDAY WAS AN AWESOME DAY!!!
WENT TO LIB WITH YIJIE THE WENT TO CUT MY HAIR...

met yijie at 330 at JW library then went to 4th floor to borrow books... what day was yesterday? cause there were so many kindergarden kids...graduation is it? anyway, borrowed 5 books form teens scetion then went to reading room and read the books ^^ oh the reading room;s really nice and quiet but then suddenly this old uncle came into the room and started talking on his phone...in hokkien, really loudly..
he was damn cute cause he was like, "no, don't cook dinner for me...i'm eating outside. i'm coming home late today...no...i'm at the library *sighs* ya la, (pauses)NO! don't cook! i eat outside!"
then this librarian came in and got him to talk outside and he was put up his hand and he was like, "wait can?" no la, he didn't say that but that's what he probably means ...then the librarian got alittle pissed and waved him out so he reluctantly left the seat... :D
anyway, we went to the adult's section and saw like tons of nice books but can only borrow 6 so had to choose btwn 2 books which were both really nice D:
then went to KFC to buy yijie's dinner... i sponsored her $4 because I FORGOT THAT SHE STILL OWES ME $5.20 wtheck!
i must claim. monday.
*takes a deep breath*
okay, anyway...
where was i?
saw shijing working at the counter and she looks really exhausted and flustered so i've decided, i will not work in a fastfood restaurant. no way. not ever. yijie can go suffer on her own.
yup then bought food. then ate.

then went to jeanyip.
when we went there and i was like, "uh...i want to...errr...cut my hair?"
he looked damn shocked like omg, i am so not going to cut your hair...
then he said, "for your length, you need to pay $41++ plus a hairwash and blowdry." and im like woah, okay...let's do it.
and this guy who got appointed to cut my hair was kinda pissed off and i have no idea why, zhi ye bing probably...or maybe cause my hair was more difficult to cut bah... :((
then he was like what you want to cut and i'm like you decide bah... and he got pissed off again. haish... then in the end he was like, "cut straight, cut straight..can? you understand what i'm talking about" and i'm like dumbly nodding my head but i have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA what he was talking about...what does cut straight mean anyway? hair dresser's language & dota language is like alien language to me... so yea, please don't confuse me. i'm already very confused with the two languages im learning right now...PLUS korean, which i will start learning...errr...soon. ANYWAY, i love chocolate cream guides cookies!!!! (Y) ^^ nom nom nom...
ok, random.
then he walked away and another guy came over...this guy's nice ^^ and he started washing my hair... and he kept saying, "does it hurt?" and im like, "er no..." he repeated it like dunno how many times... then yijie and i were like talking to him and stuff (: so was kinda fun...maybe not so for yijie cause could tell she's rlly bored...
then had to wash the "shampoo-ed" hair at the basin and he was like becareful and stuff cause i took my glasses off and couldnt rlly see... then yea, it was really ticklish when he was rinsing my hair and i kept squirming which was really weird, i guess. and then he wrapped my hair in a towel and said, "you might have to hold it cause your hair's really thick..." =.=''' haish.
then the other guy came and cut...cut cut cut snip snip snip
cut off loads of hair... then done!
okay la, not bad, just not used to it yet... hmmmz
then the guy was like ordering the other guy to sweep up the hair and he asked me if i wanna take it home liu zhe dang ji nian pin. and i was like nvm, dont need la. then went home and read natalie's message and regretted not bringing some back for her cause she says she wants some of my hair :(((( dang it!
yup anyway, the guy gave me a new parting, but i think i lost it while sleeping so i parted it again XP
went to watch this show on channel eight at night with my mum about the pasir ris killing incident and i was thinking, is there like some kind of internal conflict betwn gangs or sth? like who kills mre ppl then can get more di pan? cause its rlly scary. oh and at night i had this dream about me being saved by this gang and then we became friends and i fell in love with this rich gangstery guy and told him to leave the gang... it was really exciting^^ haha maybe i shld get a boyfriend like that? *slaps self* dang it chelsea! what the heck are you talking about?! no, i do not want a ganster-y boyfriend. rich or poor.

and the goodybooks guy replied! wednesday! ^^ ahahahhaha i have a job!!!!!
dedications by tmr k? sorry to keep you all waiting...
and thanks for the dedications
i must learn korean
need to read bks also ^^
i love facebook^^
you know what! by monday, i will be able to speak korean so fluently you won't even understand what im talking about. :D and yijie, go buy the "let's learn french" disc and we can learn tgt!
im gonna register for an online piano course
so yup
suggestions anyone?
oh and you all order books le ma? back to top?

today is 11th nov!
next year's today, i shall mke the ultimate wish!
anyway, evry addicted to this song after listening to it at kbox ^^




anyway, chose sbj combi two nights ago...
1st choice: chem, physics, geography elective: bio
2nd choice: chem, biology, e-lit elective: physics

:D ANYONE CHOSE SAME SBJ COMBI? back to top?

i love the sweet blueness of the morning sky
i love the overwhelming darkness of the night sky

i love the serene calmess of the green leaves
i love the cold dead bitter-sweetness of the bare branches

i love how love calms
i love how love hurts

because when you truly love something,

you love all of it.

i love being with 2J
every second of it.

but now,
when it's almost over,
i still can't seem to believe that it has ended
it's like when a show ends
and the credits are rolling
i still sit
and stare blankly at the dark screen
as if expecting more
hoping that there's still more to the story
waiting
enticipaiting
hoping
but all that stares back is a blank screen
because this is the ending
and there is no more...

friday,29th october
we came back to school for prize presentation ^^
natalie recieved top in LA for the whole level, damn zai!
congratulations natalie (:
then made cards and natalie gave out snacks to the class...
then class went to chevrons to celebrate but we didnt go cause we wanted to wait for siwai
then ate at JP ( i think...omg! my memory's failing me :0)
then met class at chevrons de bowling alley
(: didnt bowl but had fun playing with the what's-that-called-football-thingy...
then took some pics and left with natalie cause she had to go home earlier
we decided to take the shuttle bus back..
but then we didn't know when to alight and after a freaking 40 mins, the bus went back to chevrons...=.=
then we took a public bus to clementi
and i went home
...

sunday, 31st october

hehe, woke up really late that morning so parents left to go to the bank first... packed swimming stuff and got scolded by my younger sis for being too slow...=.= sometimes i wonder who the older sis is...anyway, went to JP, meet parents and uncle then went to somerset to eat at "the big bird" and the whole meal costs about $80 ++ which was really ex considering what we ate was CHICKEN RICE.
anyway, then went to meet yijie and siwai for swimming at JE but then we drove to the wrong mrt station. we went to lakeside instead of chinese garden and both mrts have mr bean. so yea, called them and they said they were outside mr bean and i was outside mr bean at that time and i didnt see a single soul...so we were like "where are you? i'm also outside mr bean but i cant see you anywhere..."
lol damn joke ^^ then i realised that i was at the wrong mrt station so had to drive to chinese garden. when we arrived it was raining sooo we couldnt walk...took my uncle's car...then changed and went to swim^^
swam till about 5++? discussed about sbj combi and guys (: then went to bathe and then went to eat at the china restaurant with yijie again. but this time we didnt eat pig's ear la...
omg! i realised yijie still owes me money!!! OMPM!!!!
anyway, bought pearly bandung at mr bean and shared with yijie...then went home
was a fun day, i guess ^^
JE swimming complex is a rlly special place for me cause it was when i told my BIG SECRET. ^^

tuesday, 2nd nov
i was damn bored but yijie came over and it wasnt so boring anymre^^
choose monologue
cause got hothouse tmr then i was afraid ross would come so must do monologue...
really nervous about hothouse cause the name sounds really scary :(
don't know what to expect...
everyone is afraid of the unknown mah...

wednesday, 3rd nov
had hothouse training but the coach was late so slacked alot
the coach wasn't ms ross :)
the coach's name's mitchell
anyway, did alot of training
and revised the script again and again
we spent about 10 hours training until i wanna die alr...
when it finished i was sooo tired i could sleep on the spot.
we had to present an item for the next training and i was chosen to be hana
okay, i admit
i'm a crappy actor and i have no idea how to act as hana cause i dont get her character... :(((
so i was feeling stupid and everything reading her lines T.T
and i kept forgetting lines and spoiling the whole thing...so it was damn crappy...

thursday, 4th nov
in the morning i msged shane and asked him if he knew anyone from drama cause commonwealth eldds was going to be there. and he said he was from drama and he was going to scape so i was rlly excited... went to meet aline at boonlay mrt and then took a train to somerset. met seniors and wnet to scape (:
the place is damn cool ^^
then went to this small room, okay la, not really small...and wanted to look for shane but was distracted by the coach... then played loads of drama games which were really fun!
then had to rehearse the item....and acted again. but then the coaches would give conditions so we would have to tweak the item to fufil the condition... you know, like story challenge...^^
then acted and stuff and realised commonwealth is like 0.0 omfg goddam good.
so got kinda zibei... D:
then breaked for lunch
had lunch at koufu with yijie, aline, lijun and tsiyuan
(:
bought this hotplate thiingy which wasnt ver nice and bought drinks.. i love Q00 (Y)
but yijie coped alot :( but it's okay cause tsiyuan said, "good friends would treat you to stuff, but BEST friends would cope stuff from you..." ^^ which is v. true... because only when you're close, you dare to be mean (in a harmless joking way) to someone else...
then went back and played this really cool, big scale, lao ying zhua xiao ji game
then played more games then performed again...
when it all ended mr mitch decided to give us chocolates ^^ (Y) and stuff and told us his surname.
poon.
okay la, not too weird what... at least it's not like "kitchen" or "bottom" (google weird surnames^^) that'll be plain weird... XP
sorry if i offended anyone with those surnames....
pei-ed yijie and aline to KFC and had coke
then walked around orchard to look for the prada shop...(haiya, aline ah...too obssessed with erhem...)
then went back with aline...when i went home there wasnt food so my mum offered some papayas. D: urgh, can you believe it? papayas...
no thank you,
i'd much rather stay hungry than eat papayas for dinner.
went to FB to look for mitchell poon so i can add him on FB
chatted with yijie for rlly long
and we decided to look for a job!
so found this book selling job thingy by goody books and decided to try
apparently many ppl like valencia loves this author's books so would be cool to work for him ^^
bu then he hasnt replied :(((

sunday,7th nov
---class chalet!!----
met yijie at dover mrt and realised that my bag is like way tooo gigantic and it's like filled with way too much stuff...my mum packed it. hmmmz paranoid mums....XP
anyway, yijie sat on this "reserved" seat and then halfway through, there was this huge influx of old ppl apparently, but then yijie wasn't looking at them cause she was talking to me. then this middle aged man beside her gave up his seat to this old uncle and was staring at yijie with you know, the bu shuang kind of look. then he came over and he said, "are you singaporean?"
and we were like, "uh ya."
and he was like," are you a student?"
and yijie was like, "yes"
and he was like, "didn't you see that there were alot of old people on the train? why didnt you give up your seat? ni men xue xiao mei you jiao ni ah? (didnt the school teach you that?)"
but yijie really didnt see the people cause the train was really croweded and we were both very tired... so ya, she defended herself by saying taht she didn't see them and that she would give up her seat if she did. but the man insisted that we were rude and uncultured and kept saying taht the education system is a failure...i just kept apologising for god knows what but he just kept insulting us...so yijie couldn't take it and gave up her seat...

but yea, i know that older people are generally weaker but that doesn't make them a lesser human being. i mean, the seat is a reserved seat, yes. but everyone paid for their train fare so why do they deserve the seat more than we do? it is not a must to give up the seat, but rather, it's an act of kindness, or perhaps even, an act of sympathy. it's a choice we are given because even the government acknowledges that everyone had a right to be in that empty train seat, it is preferred though, that when we see people who needs the seat more than we do taht we give up our seats. i stress again. it is not a must.
but to be on the safe side, i dont sit on rides...

anyway, met the class and bought pearly bandung again. then went to the chalet...watched mall cop and chatted, played iphone games on siwai's iphone^^ haha (L) really fun.
then went to pick natalie and nanette up at the entrance...saw natalie's brother. natalie says he's also having a chalet here and siwai was rlly excited abt it :D
then went back to the room, slacked and did nothing much...til 7 when we're suppossed to have the bbq but it was raining, so decided to bbq at night for supper... went out to eat at fish&co. fastfood chain...i love the fish and chips. actually wanted to buy some books at the popular book fair 10 for $10 but couldn't find 10 books :(((
oh yea, we were also really nervous walking around tht area cause someone was killed there during halloween just a few days ago so everytime we walked past sakura we would all say, "may god bless his troubled soul" so he wouldn't come and haunt us. ppl gave us that you-are-so-weird look but who cares... more impt to save ourselves first right? then walked around and took neoprints. turned out quite screwed because there was something wrong with the machine so cant deco properly
but it's okay, cause we had fun, and siwai's sponsoring anyway ^^ thks siwai!
then wnt back for BBQ, was quite nice but didnt eat alot
then the class wanted to watch mr bean the movie but i was feeling rlly dirty so i wanted to bathe. after bathing, i felt so much cleaner and happier ^^
then the class wanted to watch qian bu gou yong but we were damn tired cause it was like over 12 le so we slept first. but couldnt slp cause the tv rlly noisy and yijie kept commenting abt the way i slp. wah cannot stand it eh...
then they finished watching qian bu gou yong, the guys wanted to watch orphan. and i almost died. T.T could hear the tv the whole time and could hear karsing's screams and aaron and weihan's comments throughout the show. but dozed off in the end. yijie says i snore...i DO NOT!
was woken up by siwai cause she had to leave for guides ROD and went to get shiying's shorts for her. junming offered to walk her to the mrt... o.o
cause he was afraid that she'll get kidnapped...?


monday,8th nov.
woke up damn early, didnt get much slp from last night.
went to eat at macs with natalie and yije. the aunty gave them student's meal but charged me full fare :((( i dont look like student meh? then went to walk around then wnt back to chalet. watched cape cod no.7 but didnt watch much cause was msging shane :) no, im not in love with him for god's sake. maybe i am, as a friend.
then went to kbox with class.. rlly fun! sang loads of chinese songs and heard haoyu sing for the first time:D
then wnet to arcade and played the bball thingy. and the shooting game...
then went back to chalet, yijie and natalie changed and we wnet swimming. i mean, i didnt swim, they swam...i was there suntanning ^^ and listening to music.
then it was starting to drizzle so we left and they bathed...went back to chalet...i bathed and talked abt subject combi again.
yijie and natalie left aft dinner so siwai and i were left alone... we went to bowling with the class but then when we decided to go back, we realised tht there was no one in both the chalet rooms so must call ppl and ask for key... yanchen came back frm competition and then he said tht kellie was at the bowling alley so can go there first. we got the key frm kellie and left but then the key refused to open the door...we waited and tried and waited and tried for quite sometime before they came back...then junming and siwai...and i (siwai dragged me along) went to ask the counter for hlp. finally opened the door so we went in, i pei-ed siwai bathe cause she said she was afraid of bathing alone... i didnt peek la... not so perverted.
i bathed, then went to watch abit of korean drama then went to sleep on the bed...(:
slept quite well ^^

tuesday,9th nov
woke up, and my uncle drove me and siwai to "the big bird" to eat again. then dropped siwai home. he drove me home after tht. then slacked and watched celebrity apprentice until 2 and called siwai, but then she didnt answer. the yijie called me to tell me tht the competition was starting and we're suppossed to be there by 2:15 instead of 2:30 so was really shocked. met siwai and we cabbed there, but then the taxi driver had no idea where our school was so we were rlly flustered. then he dropped us off at the side gate but it was locked so muct run all the way to the main gate...ran and ran and ran...then saw hong wei. but he was damn fast so couldn't rlly catch up. but reached the audi at abt 2:35 and the competiton hasnt started yet =.= got the hsk cert and notes from classmates...^^
went to eat at swensens after the competition so was quite full after tht(:
then went home and watched tv!

wednesday, 10th nov.
ice skating!^^
okay, was quite fun and had loads of photos...check facebook...(:
then siwai's dad treated us to jap food again! thanks siwai's dad^^

okay...im finally done... dedications i have to put off first cause i dont know where to start...sry...
i'll finish by this week! i promise!
cause nxt week got bootcamp and also got lunch with ms koh...
havent started on hol hw yet cause this hols damn packed, which is good(:
have to meet yijie at lib tmr to borrow books ^^
i need to learn korean! and fast! back to top?

i've tried...

i've tried,

i've tried.

i've tried!

i've tried:

i've tried? back to top?

had had hothouse training these two days.
schools that went: fajar & commonwealth
i actually forgot that shane was in commonwealth
that he's in drama
he went
he acted real good
he acted like he saw me for the frst time
like i was a complete stranger
we pretended that we didn't know each other
but did we really?
maybe that one year meant nothing to him
but it meant the world to me
that one year made me miss juying so much
and even 6A couldnt make me feel this way
yushan, april and shane
(:
these were the people
that truly made me feel really happy
i've never really said thanks
but thankyou guys, for everything
for the birthday presents ^^
i know the shirt was expensive
thankyou so so so so so so much...
but maybe it's true
you guys made a diffeence in my life but i guess
i never really did make one in
yours
i'm sorry
but i'm thankful
11:11

i wish that yushan would become really successful and find a great husband
that she would have great friends that would hold her when she falls
sit by her when she cries
laugh along with her when she's happy
and one that would make a difference in her life.

i hope that shane would get into laselle (yes, i stalked)
be a great actor
find a good wive and have brilliant friends that would get crazeeeeeyyyy with him

i hope that april would get good grades for the rest of her life (not like she already hasn't)
get a great husband
get great friends
and that she would invite me to her wedding...^^

well, i hope everyone would invite me to their wedding although i have no idea why.
these three probably don't read my blog but i wanna say
thankyou
for all the bus rides back home
listening to my grouses and complains and crapping
thanks april for pei-ing me to JP all the time
thanks yushan for all the times where you took me in when i got locked out of my house
thank you shane for making me laugh like all the time
thankyou april for walking me across the road and having to stand in the sun to get to your house
thank you yushan for all the laksa cup noodles and for all th joy and laughter that you've given me
thank you shane for all your treats at macs

thank you guys for everything

really

but i realised

i don't think i can give back to you guys

i can't even remember your birthdays

i guess i cant be too selfish and cling on to you guys forever

i'm gonna let go now... back to top?