code name: agent CID age: 14, 20, 40, 9, or maybe 200. depends on the way she dresses REAL age: ohhh...you should've said so earlier on. sorry, this is highly confidential and any leak of her personal information may cause serious detrimental damage About her(or him) she loves dramas. dramas, sleeping and eating are an important part of her daily life. when she's not on a mission, agent CID dresses in school uniform(or maybe..a nurse's uniform. very clever) she is part of the well-know four person team whose name cannot be mentioned here.she may come across as fat, wonky and alittle eccentric but BEWARE she is not at all what she seems.

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the journey of life is like a train ride.
some people get on, and then they get off again
sometimes you try to get friendly and talk to one of them
try to get them to like you.
try to get them to stay.
but then it happens again
and they have to get off
"oh, that's my stop" they always say
"i'm rushing to catch another train"
then you finally realise they're not staying
nobody is.
they have different goals, different dreams, different places that they must go that you can't.
they say that you have different places you must go, different lives you will lead
that you're going to have to stay. here. not there. not where they are.
the train stops. they step out, and they look back at you. with those eyes.
and they whisper
it's okay, you'll find somebody new, i'm sure of it
you know that you won't meet people like them again
you know you will have to meet new ones. different, but just the same.
they're gonna have to leave.
you know they can't help it.
you know that they have their own trains to catch, places to go, dreams they must fufill
but you can't help it either.
you can only look on helplessly as they leave
one by one
you try to cling onto them, hoping to catch one of their dreams and make them yours
because you have none
you are headed for a destination that even you are unsure of yourself
you are headed at high speed
to an unknown place that strikes fear in your heart.
you are worried because everyone is leaving,
are you suppossed to leave too?
Are they leaving because nobody is suppossed to stay on this train?
are you going to have to make up your mind before it's too late?
too late for what?
why do you have to leave?
where are you going to go?
what are you going to do?
you don't know what to expect
you are frustrated because there isn't a guidebook telling you what to do.
not anymore.
you have decided to hop on a train that's going to nowhere
and you are going there too, together with the train.
to nowhere.
nowhere that people would go.
it's the last stop and the rest of them get off,
you see your last bit of hope slipping away and you desperately reach out
and you grabbed one.
"where are you going?" you ask.
the beeping of the door rushes them.
"oh, i'm rushing to catch another train."
he says.
"why are you rushing to catch another train?"
"oh, that's because this is not where i am headed for."
"so. can i come along?"
"well, do you even know where i'm going? why do you want to come with me? don't you have someplace you must go? surely you do?"
the door starts to close and he tries to pull away
"i don't know! can't you just take me with you?!"
he struggles harder and gives an irritated grunt
"i'm going to miss my train if you continue doing this! let go of me!"
you shake your head and plead even harder
"why?! why can't i go there?! to wherever you're going? why is everyone going there?! where is that place?"
"WHY I DON'T KNOW! IF EVERYONE IS GOING THERE, YOU JUST FOLLOW!"
and you let go of him
he rushes and makes it through
and you see your last bit of hope slipping through the door.
along with the man who's rushing to catch his train.
the train door closes and it moves on.
you sit down, on an empty seat.
and you look around you.
you wonder if you should've just followed him
and wonder why you didn't.
you are now sitting on a train
moving at high speed towards the end
the point of no return.
you just missed the last stop
but you know that it wasnt yours.
then you realised, that when everyone got off
you didn't
but you could
you just didn't.
in this journey, god gave you your choices
but forgot to include the one that you wanted most.
and now,
you're on a train.
a train that was designed to bring you to places but instead,
brought you to nowhere. back to top?