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the drama addict...

code name: agent CID age: 14, 20, 40, 9, or maybe 200. depends on the way she dresses REAL age: ohhh...you should've said so earlier on. sorry, this is highly confidential and any leak of her personal information may cause serious detrimental damage About her(or him) she loves dramas. dramas, sleeping and eating are an important part of her daily life. when she's not on a mission, agent CID dresses in school uniform(or maybe..a nurse's uniform. very clever) she is part of the well-know four person team whose name cannot be mentioned here.she may come across as fat, wonky and alittle eccentric but BEWARE she is not at all what she seems.

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yijie siwai 1J'09 6A'08
Sunday, December 19, 2010 @ 8:58 AM
is this the day?
is this the time i've been waiting for, to come out?
the day that i've finally become matured to understand and accept?
is this it?
i'm not sure but i think im a step closer.
i need to snap out it soon before this infects anyone, or hurts anyone too deeply for that matter.
it's like depression.
it's infectious.
and yes, very dangerous.
i don't even want to think about it anymore.
im tired of the mind vs heart, the bottomless struggle.
i want to finally stop and pick one, for once.
so i'll stop being confused and start living, breathing
living.
again.
i wonder if this is it?
maybe it is.
maybe it isnt.
but i don't care
because im getting there
i was actually worried that this day would never come
i hope i get out of it fully
don't want to see even a trace of it left
dont want this to be a reason to be selfish anymore
don't want to feel guilty anymore...
i'm hope im getting closer
closer
closer
and it's not just the hormones.
i have to step out,
yes i have to.
because people are already hurting.
i musn't let them die. i can't. i won't.
i must come out.
soon.
now.
before it's too late...
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