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code name: agent CID age: 14, 20, 40, 9, or maybe 200. depends on the way she dresses REAL age: ohhh...you should've said so earlier on. sorry, this is highly confidential and any leak of her personal information may cause serious detrimental damage About her(or him) she loves dramas. dramas, sleeping and eating are an important part of her daily life. when she's not on a mission, agent CID dresses in school uniform(or maybe..a nurse's uniform. very clever) she is part of the well-know four person team whose name cannot be mentioned here.she may come across as fat, wonky and alittle eccentric but BEWARE she is not at all what she seems.

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yijie siwai 1J'09 6A'08
Wednesday, December 1, 2010 @ 8:22 AM
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i keep having this weird feeling recently... the feeling of having your only precious lollipop stolen away from you by this rich kid who probably has carts full of lollipop of his own. The feeling of losing something that rightfully belongs to you. it's everything, it's everywhere. this is feeling is unstoppable, it's incontrollable, it's gone haywired. Jealousy? not so much. it's more of, oh i don't know, i can't find a word to descibe it. i had it there for a moment, but i lost it thanks to the jay chou song blaring on my comp. i feel so...不服气...(see, that's why we shouldn't encourage bilingualism. people in singapore are like, "you know what? i have no idea how to describe this in english so i'll just switch channels and describe it in mandarin instead!" that was how we got singlish wasn't it?oh shoot, i have to stop ranting D: back to the topic... --->) so i was feeling (i went to the thesauraus and checked up "reluctance" well that wasnt exactly the word i was looking for so i was hoping to get some luck with the thesaurus. and guess what? a whole list of weird words came up, words that i've never even heard of in my 14 years of life. yes i just revealed my age =.= so to the internet stalkers, not that i'd have one anyway, great job, you found out my age...so what? so now you think you can get me to strip infront of the webcam? of course not. i don't even have a webcam. *pauses and looks at laptop* okay, fine! i DO have a webcam but so what? i'm not going to strip anyway... omigosh, look where i've drifted off to ^^ FOCUS CHELSEA --->) okay, so yeap, i have this weird feeling. but i think it's gone thanks to my rantings... i don't think i could even find a word to describe it anyway...
that feeling
i mean.
gosh, i should stop this bad habit of paragraphing. but mr chow would be so glad if he saw my blog wouldn't he? he kept telling me to paragraph back in year one. ahhh...the good ol' days.
i just reread the post and felt adequately annoyed at how easily i drift off. i hate drifting off...
so i will address the topic like a good lang arts student and answer precisely and concisely (mrs woon would be so glad^^) i have this weird feeling. i can't really put my finger on it. it's just, really out of the norm. i don't like abnormalities. it's annoying and i hate feeling this way. it's making me feel like a total (female dog), not that i hate female dogs. i mean real dogs. i love dogs. and pigs. especially teacup pigs which are very rare.
great.
i just veered off topic again.
=.=
i hate feeling like this. maybe it's
1. cca?
2. school?
3. cca?
4. cca?
5. cca?

4 against 1.
cca then.
okay, i'm feeling like this because of cca. i have no idea why. i've never gotten this feeling before and when i say never
i...don't actually mean never
never is a big word.
maybe seldom.
okay, seldom get this feeling. it's just, grey. very very grey.
very very confusing
very very dangerous
like area 51.
like that grey area i talked about in the previous post
the poor grey area.
can you get very grey?
if it's very grey isn't it more of black?
if it's light grey isn't it more of white?
actually i don't see how grey is close to white
i don't see how any colour is close to white.
is white even a colour?
omygosh. i can't stop can i?
what happened to precise and concise?
maybe they took a break, put up the "out for lunch" sign and went out to have supper
they should be back later
i hope.
i know why i never have successful emo posts
this was meant to be an emo post
and the last one was meant not to
you can hardly tell the difference can you?
it's hard being emo when you're programmed not to
like how it's hard swallowing orange anti-biotics without a lollipop.
i just hope guiltiness and confusion would go on and slack off like their two examplary brothers
and leave me alone
they should go for brunch and then dinner and then supper and then brunch again.
i hope it'll just go away with time
and i'll just
"grow out of it." as my mum always says
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heart, "i sure hope so..."
brain," of course not bumbass, that's not going to happen anytime soon and you know it."
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